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In this inheritance then a man may desire and endeavour to obtain his
share without selfish prejudice to others; nay, to fail of our share in
it, would be to deprive others of a portion of theirs. Let us look a
little nearer, and see in what the inheritance of the saints consists.
It might perhaps be to commit some small logical violence on the terms
of the passage to say that 'the inheritance of the saints in light'
_must_ mean purely and only 'the possession of light which is the
inheritance of the saints.' At the same time the phrase is literally
'the inheritance of the saints _in the light_;' and this perhaps makes
it the more likely that, as I take it, Paul had in his mind the light
as itself the inheritance of the saints--that he held the very
substance of the inheritance to be the light. And if we remember that
God is light; also that the highest prayer of the Lord for his friends
was that they might be one in him and his father; and recall what the
apostle said to the Ephesians, that 'in him we live and move and have
our being,' we may be prepared to agree that, although he may not mean
to include all possible phases of the inheritance of the saints in the
one word _light_, as I think he does, yet the idea is perfectly
consistent with his teaching. For the one only thing to make existence
a good, the one thing to make it worth having, is just that there
should be no film of separation between our life and the life of which
ours is an outcome; that we should not only _know_ that God is our
life, but be aware, in some grand consciousness beyond anything
imagination can present to us, of the presence of the making God, in
the very process of continuing us the live things he has made us. This
is only another way of saying that the very inheritance upon which, as
the twice-born sons of our father, we have a claim--which claim his
sole desire for us is that we should, so to say, enforce--that this
inheritance is simply the light, God himself, the Light. If you think
of ten thousand things that are good and worth having, what is it that
makes them good or worth having but the God in them? That the
loveliness of the world has its origin in the making will of God, would
not content me; I say, the very loveliness of it is the loveliness of
God, for its loveliness is his own lovely thought, and must be a
revelation of that which dwells and moves in himself. Nor is this all:
my interest in its loveliness would vanish, I should feel that the soul
was out of it, if you could persuade me that God had ceased to care for
the daisy, and now cared for something else instead. The faces of some
flowers lead me back to the heart of God; and, as his child, I hope I
feel, in my lowly degree, what he felt when, brooding over them, he
said, 'They are good;' that is, 'They are what I mean.'
The thing I am reasoning toward is this: that, if everything were thus
seen in its derivation from God, then the inheritance of the saints,
whatever the form of their possession, would be seen to be light. All
things are God's, not as being in his power--that of course--but as
coming from him. The darkness itself becomes light around him when we
think that verily he hath created the darkness, for there could have
been no darkness but for the light Without God there would not even
have been nothing; there would not have existed the idea of nothing,
any more than any reality of nothing, but that he exists and called
_something_ into being.
Nothingness owes its very name and nature to the being and reality of
God. There is no word to represent that which is not God, no word for
the _where_ without God in it; for it is not, could not be. So I think
we may say that the inheritance of the saints is the share each has in
the Light.
But how can any share exist where all is open?
The true share, in the heavenly kingdom throughout, is not what you
have to keep, but what you have to give away. The thing that is mine is
the thing I have with the power to give it. The thing I have _no_ power
to give a share in, is nowise mine; the thing I cannot share with
everyone, cannot be essentially my own. The cry of the thousand
splendours which Dante, in the fifth canto of the 'Paradiso,' tells us
he saw gliding toward them in the planet Mercury, was--
Ecco chi crescera li nostri amori!
Lo, here comes one who will increase our loves!
All the light is ours. God is all ours. Even that in God which we
cannot understand is ours. If there were anything in God that was not
ours, then God would not be one God. I do not say we must, or can ever
know all in God; not throughout eternity shall we ever comprehend God,
but he is our father, and must think of us with every part of him--so
to speak in our poor speech; he must know us, and that in himself which
we cannot know, with the same thought, for he is one. We and that which
we do not or cannot know, come together in his thought. And this helps
us to see how, claiming all things, we have yet shares. For the
infinitude of God can only begin and only go on to be revealed, through
his infinitely differing creatures--all capable of wondering at,
admiring, and loving each other, and so bound all in one in him, each
to the others revealing him. For every human being is like a facet cut
in the great diamond to which I may dare liken the father of him who
likens his kingdom to a pearl. Every man, woman, child--for the
incomplete also is his, and in its very incompleteness reveals him as a
progressive worker in his creation--is a revealer of God. I have my
message of my great Lord, you have yours. Your dog, your horse tells
you about him who cares for all his creatures. None of them came from
his _hands_. Perhaps the precious things of the earth, the coal and the
diamonds, the iron and clay and gold, may be said to have come from his
hands; but the live things come from his heart--from near the same
region whence ourselves we came. How much my horse may, in his own
fashion--that is, God's equine way--know of him, I cannot tell, because
he cannot tell. Also, we do not know what the horses know, because they
are horses, and we are at best, in relation to them, only horsemen. The
ways of God go down into microscopic depths, as well as up into
telescopic heights--and with more marvel, for there lie the beginnings
of life: the immensities of stars and worlds all exist for the sake of
less things than they. So with mind; the ways of God go into the depths
yet unrevealed to us; he knows his horses and dogs as we cannot know
them, because we are not yet pure sons of God. When through our
sonship, as Paul teaches, the redemption of these lower brothers and
sisters shall have come, then we shall understand each other better.
But now the lord of life has to look on at the wilful torture of
multitudes of his creatures. It must be that offences come, but woe
unto that man by whom they come! The Lord may seem not to heed, but he
sees and knows.
I say, then, that every one of us is something that the other is not,
and therefore knows some thing--it may be without knowing that he knows
it--which no one else knows; and that it is every one's business, as
one of the kingdom of light, and inheritor in it all, to give his
portion to the rest; for we are one family, with God at the head and
the heart of it, and Jesus Christ, our elder brother, teaching us of
the Father, whom he only knows.
We may say, then, that whatever is the source of joy or love, whatever
is pure and strong, whatever wakes aspiration, whatever lifts us out of
selfishness, whatever is beautiful or admirable--in a word, whatever is
of the light---must make a part, however small it may then prove to be
in its proportion, of the inheritance of the saints in the light; for,
as in the epistle of James, 'Every good gift, and every perfect gift is
from above, and cometh down from the Father of lights, with whom is no
variableness, neither shadow of turning.'
Children fear heaven, because of the dismal notions the unchildlike
give them of it, who, without imagination, receive unquestioning what
others, as void of imagination as themselves, represent concerning it.
I do not see that one should care to present an agreeable picture of
it; for, suppose I could persuade a man that heaven was the perfection
of all he could desire around him, what would the man or the truth gain
by it? If he knows the Lord, he will not trouble himself about heaven;
if he does not know him, he will not be drawn to _him_ by it. I would
not care to persuade the feeble Christian that heaven was a place worth
going to; I would rather persuade him that no spot in space, no hour in
eternity is worth anything to one who remains such as he is. But would
that none presumed to teach the little ones what they know nothing of
themselves! What have not children suffered from strong endeavour to
desire the things they could not love! Well do I remember the pain of
the prospect--no, the trouble at not being pleased with the
prospect--of being made a pillar in the house of God, and going no more
out! Those words were not spoken to the little ones. Yet are they,
literally taken, a blessed promise compared with the notion of a
continuous church-going! Perhaps no one teaches such a thing; but
somehow the children get the dreary fancy: there are ways of
involuntary teaching more potent than words. What boy, however fain to
be a disciple of Christ and a child of God, would prefer a sermon to
his glorious kite, that divinest of toys, with God himself for his
playmate, in the blue wind that tossed it hither and thither in the
golden void! He might be ready to part with kite and wind and sun, and
go down to the grave for his brothers--but surely not that they might
be admitted to an everlasting prayer-meeting! For my own part, I
_rejoice_ to think that there will be neither church nor chapel in the
high countries; yea, that there will be nothing there called religion,
and no law but the perfect law of liberty. For how should there be law
or religion where every throb of the heart says _God_! where every
song-throat is eager with thanksgiving! where such a tumult of glad
waters is for ever bursting from beneath the throne of God, the tears
of the gladness of the universe! Religion? Where will be the room for
it, when the essence of every thought must be God? Law? What room will
there be for law, when everything upon which law could lay a _shalt
not_ will be too loathsome to think of? What room for honesty, where
love fills full the law to overflowing--where a man would rather drop
sheer into the abyss, than wrong his neighbour one hair's-breadth?
Heaven will be continuous touch with God. The very sense of being will
in itself be bliss. For the sense of true life, there must be actual,
conscious contact with the source of the life; therefore mere life--in
itself, in its very essence good--good as the life of God which is our
life--must be such bliss as, I think, will need the mitigation of the
loftiest joys of communion with our blessed fellows; the mitigation of
art in every shape, and of all combinations of arts; the mitigation of
countless services to the incomplete, and hard toil for those who do
not yet know their neighbour or their Father. The bliss of pure being
will, I say, need these mitigations to render the intensity of it
endurable by heart and brain.
To those who care only for things, and not for the souls of them, for
the truth, the reality of them, the prospect of inheriting light can
have nothing attractive, and for their comfort--how false a
comfort!--they may rest assured there is no danger of their being
required to take up their inheritance at present. Perhaps they will be
left to go on sucking _things_ dry, constantly missing the loveliness
of them, until they come at last to loathe the lovely husks, turned to
ugliness in their false imaginations. Loving but the body of Truth,
even here they come to call it a lie, and break out in maudlin moaning
over the illusions of life. The soul of Truth they have lost, because
they never loved her. What may they not have to pass through, what
purifying fires, before they can even behold her!
The notions of Christians, so called, concerning the state into which
they suppose their friends to have entered, and which they speak of as
a place of blessedness, are yet such as to justify the bitterness of
their lamentation over them, and the heathenish doubt whether they
shall know them again. Verily it were a wonder if they did! After a
year or two of such a fate, they might well be unrecognizable! One is
almost ashamed of writing about such follies. The nirvana is grandeur
contrasted with their heaven. The early Christians might now and then
plague Paul with a foolish question, the answer to which plagues us to
this day; but was there ever one of them doubted he was going to find
his friends again? It is a mere form of Protean unbelief. They believe,
they say, that God is love; but they cannot quite believe that he does
not make the love in which we are most like him, either a mockery or a
torture. Little would any promise of heaven be to me if I might not
hope to say, 'I am sorry; forgive me; let what I did in anger or in
coldness be nothing, in the name of God and Jesus!' Many such words
will pass, many a self-humiliation have place. The man or woman who is
not ready to confess, who is not ready to pour out a heartful of
regrets--can such a one be an inheritor of the light? It is the joy of
a true heart of an heir of light, of a child of that God who loves an
open soul--the joy of any man who hates the wrong the more because he
has done it, to say, 'I was wrong; I am sorry.' Oh, the sweet winds of
repentance and reconciliation and atonement, that will blow from garden
to garden of God, in the tender twilights of his kingdom! Whatever the
place be like, one thing is certain, that there will be endless,
infinite atonement, ever-growing love. Certain too it is that whatever
the divinely human heart desires, it shall not desire in vain. The
light which is God, and which is our inheritance because we are the
children of God, insures these things. For the heart which desires is
made thus to desire. God is; let the earth be glad, and the heaven, and
the heaven of heavens! Whatever a father can do to make his children
blessed, that will God do for his children. Let us, then, live in
continual expectation, looking for the good things that God will give
to men, being their father and their everlasting saviour. If the things
I have here come from him, and are so plainly but a beginning, shall I
not take them as an earnest of the better to follow? How else can I
regard them? For never, in the midst of the good things of this lovely
world, have I felt quite at home in it. Never has it shown me things
lovely or grand enough to satisfy me. It is not all I should like for a
place to live in. It may be that my unsatisfaction comes from not
having eyes open enough, or keen enough, to see and understand what he
has given; but it matters little whether the cause lie in the world or
in myself, both being incomplete: God is, and all is well. All that is
needed to set the world right enough for me--and no empyrean heaven
could be right for me without it--is, that I care for God as he cares
for me; that my will and desires keep time and harmony with his music;
that I have no thought that springs from myself apart from him; that my
individuality have the freedom that belongs to it as born of his
individuality, and be in no slavery to my body, or my ancestry, or my
prejudices, or any impulse whatever from region unknown; that I be free
by obedience to the law of my being, the live and live-making will by
which life is life, and my life is myself. What springs from myself and
not from God, is evil; it is a perversion of something of God's.
Whatever is not of faith is sin; it is a stream cut off--a stream that
cuts itself off from its source, and thinks to run on without it. But
light is my inheritance through him whose life is the light of men, to
wake in them the life of their father in heaven. Loved be the Lord who
in himself generated that life which is the light of men!
END OF THE THIRD SERIES.
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