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There was, however, another reason why she sped eagerly on her
present mission. The man to whom she was conveying Mrs. Hewett's
message was one of the very few persons who had ever treated her
with human kindness. She had known him by name and by sight for some
years, and since her mother's death (she was eleven when that
happened) he had by degrees grown to represent all that she
understood by the word 'friend.' It was seldom that words were
exchanged between them; the opportunity came scarcely oftener than
once a month; but whenever it did come, it made a bright moment in
her existence. Once before she had fetched him of an evening to see
Mrs. Hewett, and as they walked together he had spoken with what
seemed to her wonderful gentleness, with consideration inconceivable
from a tall, bearded man, well-dressed, and well to do in the world.
Perhaps he would speak in the same way to-night; the thought of it
made her regardless of the cold rain that was drenching her
miserable garment, of the wind that now and then, as she turned a
corner, took away her breath, and made her cease from running.

She reached St. John's Square, and paused at length by a door on
which was the inscription: 'H. Lewis, Working Jeweller.' It was just
possible that the men had already left; she waited for several
minutes with anxious mind. No; the door opened, and two workmen came
forth. Jane's eagerness impelled her to address one of them.

'Please, sir, Mr. Kirkwood hasn't gone yet, has he?'

'No, he ain't,' the man answered pleasantly; and turning back, he
called to some one within the doorway; 'Hello, Sidney! here's your
sweetheart waiting for you.'

Jane shrank aside; but in a moment she saw a familiar figure; she
advanced again, and eagerly delivered her message.

'All right, Jane! I'll walk on with you,' was the reply. And whilst
the other two men were laughing good-naturedly, Kirkwood strode away
by the girl's side. He seemed to be absent-minded, and for some
hundred yards' distance was silent; then he stopped of a sudden and
looked down at his companion.

'Why, Jane,' he said, 'you'll get your death, running about in
weather like this.' He touched her dress. 'I thought so; you're wet
through.'

There followed an inarticulate growl, and immediately he stripped
off his short overcoat.

'Here, put this on, right over your head. Do as I tell you, child!'

He seemed impatient to-night. Wasn't he going to talk with her as
before? Jane felt her heart sinking. With her hunger for kind and
gentle words, she thought nothing of the character of the night, and
that Sidney Kirkwood might reasonably be anxious to get over the
ground as quickly as possible.

'How is Mrs. Hewett?' Sidney asked, when they were walking on again.
'Still poorly, eh? And the baby?'

Then he was again mute. Jane had something she wished to say to
him--wished very much indeed, yet she felt it would have been
difficult even if he had encouraged her. As he kept silence and
walked so quickly, speech on her part was utterly forbidden.
Kirkwood, however, suddenly remembered that his strides were
disproportionate to the child's steps. She was an odd figure thus
disguised in his over-jacket; he caught a glimpse of her face by a
street lamp, and smiled, but with a mixture of pain.

'Feel a bit warmer so?' he asked.

'Oh yes, sir.'

'Haven't you got a jacket, Jane?'

'It's all to pieces, sir. They're goin' to have it mended, I think.'

'They' was the word by which alone Jane ventured to indicate her
aunt.

'Going to, eh? I think they'd better be quick about it.'

Ha! that was the old tone of kindness! How it entered into her blood
and warmed it! She allowed herself one quick glance at him.

'Do I walk too quick for you?'

'Oh no, sir. Mr. Kirkwood, please, there's something I--'

The sentence had, as it were, begun itself, but timidity cut it
short. Sidney stopped and looked at her.

'What? Something you wanted to tell me, Jane?'

He encouraged her, and at length she made her disclosure. It was of
what had happened in the public-house. The young man listened with
much attention, walking very slowly. He got her to repeat her
second-hand description of the old man who had been inquiring for
people named Snowdon.

'To think that you should have been just too late!' he exclaimed
with annoyance. 'Have you any idea who he was?'

'I can't think, sir,' Jane replied sadly.

Sidney took a hopeful tone--thought it very likely that the
inquirer would pursue his search with success, being so near the
house where Jane's parents had lived,

'I'll keep my eyes open,' he said. 'Perhaps I might see him. He'd be
easy to recognise, I should think.'

'And would you tell him, sir,' Jane asked eagerly.

'Why, of course I would. You'd like me to, wouldn't you?'

Jane's reply left small doubt on that score. Her companion looked
down at her again, and said with compassionate gentleness:

'Keep a good heart, Jane. Things'll be better some day, no doubt.'

'Do you think so, sir?'

The significance of the simple words was beyond all that eloquence
could have conveyed. Sidney muttered to himself, as he had done
before, like one who is angry. He laid his hand on the child's
shoulder for a moment.

A few minutes more, and they were passing along by the prison wall,
under the ghastly head, now happily concealed by darkness. Jane
stopped a little short of the house and removed the coat that had so
effectually sheltered her.

'Thank you, sir,' she said, returning it to Sidney.

He took it without speaking, and threw it over his arm. At the door,
now closed, Jane gave a single knock; they were admitted by Clem,
who, in regarding Kirkwood, wore her haughtiest demeanour. This
young man had never paid homage of any kind to Miss Peckover, and
such neglect was by no means what she was used to. Other men who
came to the house took every opportunity of paying her broad
compliments, and some went so far as to offer practical testimony of
their admiration. Sidney merely had a 'How do you do, miss?' at her
service. Coquetry had failed to soften him; Clem accordingly behaved
as if he had given her mortal offence on some recent occasion. She
took care, moreover, to fling a few fierce words at Jane before the
latter disappeared into the house. Thereupon Sidney looked at her
sternly; he said nothing, knowing that interference would only
result in harsher treatment for the poor little slave.

'You know your way upstairs, I b'lieve,' said Clem, as if he were
all but a stranger.

'Thank you, I do,' was Sidney's reply.

Indeed he had climbed these stairs innumerable times during the last
three years; the musty smells were associated with ever so many
bygone thoughts and states of feeling; the stains on the wall (had
it been daylight), the irregularities of the bare wooden steps, were
remembrancers of projects and hopes and disappointments. For many
months now every visit had been with heavier heart; his tap at the
Hewetts' door had a melancholy sound to him.

A woman's voice bade him enter. He stepped into a room which was not
disorderly or unclean, but presented the chill discomfort of
poverty. The principal, almost the only, articles of furniture were
a large bed, a washhand stand; a kitchen table, and two or three
chairs, of which the cane seats were bulged and torn. A few
meaningless pictures hung here and there, and on the mantel-piece,
which sloped forward somewhat, stood some paltry ornaments, secured
m their places by a piece of string stretched in front of them. The
living occupants were four children and their mother. Two little
girls, six and seven years old respectively, were on the floor near
the fire; a boy of four was playing with pieces of fire-wood at the
table. The remaining child was an infant, born but a fortnight ago,
lying at its mother's breast. Mrs. Hewett sat on the bed, and bent
forward in an attitude of physical weakness. Her age was
twenty-seven, but she looked several years older. At nineteen she
had married; her husband, John Hewett, having two children by a
previous union. Her face could never have been very attractive, but
it was good-natured, and wore its pleasantest aspect as she smiled
on Sidney's entrance. You would have classed her at once with those
feeble-willed, weak-minded, yet kindly-disposed women, who are only
too ready to meet affliction half-way, and who, if circumstances be
calamitous, are more harmful than an enemy to those they hold dear.
She was rather wrapped up than dressed, and her hair, thin and
pale-coloured, was tied in a ragged knot. She wore slippers, the
upper parts of which still adhered to the soles only by miracle. It
looked very much as if the same relation subsisted between her frame
and the life that informed it, for there was no blood in her cheeks,
no lustre in her eye. The baby at her bosom moaned in the act of
sucking; one knew not how the poor woman could supply sustenance to
another being.

The children were not dirty nor uncared for, but their clothing hung
very loosely upon them; their flesh was unhealthy, their voices had
an unnatural sound.

Sidney stepped up to the bed and gave his hand.

'I'm so glad you've come before Clara,' said Mrs. Hewett. 'I hoped
you would. But she can't be long, an' I want to speak to you first.
It's a bad night, isn't it? Yes, I feel it in my throat, and it goes
right through my chest--just 'ere, look! And I haven't slep' not a
hour a night this last week; it makes me feel that low. I want to
get to the Orspital, if I can, in a day or two.'

'But doesn't the doctor come still?' asked Sidney, drawing a chair
near to her.

'Well, I didn't think it was right to go on payin' him, an' that's
the truth. I'll go to the Orspital, an' they'll give me somethin'. I
look bad, don't I, Sidney?'

'You look as if you'd no business to be out of bed,' returned the
young man in a grumbling voice.

'Oh, I _can't_ lie still, so it's no use talkin'! But see, I want to
speak about Clara. That woman Mrs. Tubbs has been here to see me,
talkin' an' talkin'. She says she'll give Clara five shillin' a
week, as well as board an' lodge her. I don't know what to do about
it, that I don't. Clara, she's that set on goin', an' her father's
that set against it. It seems as if it 'ud be a good thing, don't
it, Sidney? I know _you_ don't want her to go, but what's to be
done? What _is_ to be done?'

Her wailing voice caused the baby to wail likewise. Kirkwood looked
about the room with face set in anxious discontent.

'Is it no use, Mrs. Hewett?' he exclaimed suddenly, turning to her.
'Does she mean it? Won't she ever listen to me?'

The woman shook her head miserably; her eyes filled with tears.

'I've done all I could,' she replied, half sobbing. 'I have; you
know I have, Sidney! She's that 'eadstrong, it seems as if she
wouldn't listen to nobody--at least nobody as we knows anything
about.'

'What do you mean by that?' he inquired abruptly. 'Do you think
there's any one else?'

'How can I tell? I've got no reason for thinkin' it, but how can I
tell? No, I believe it's nothin' but her self-will an' the fancies
she's got into her 'ead. Both her an' Bob, there's no doin' nothin'
with them. Bob, he's that wasteful with his money; an' now he talks
about goin' an' gettin' a room in another 'ouse, when he might just
as well make all the savin' he can. But no, that ain't his idea, nor
yet his sister's. I suppose it's their mother as they take after,
though their father he won't own to it, an' I don't blame him for
not speakin' ill of her as is gone. I should be that wretched if I
thought my own was goin' to turn out the same. But there's John, he
ain't a wasteful man; no one can't say it of him. He's got his
fancies, but they've never made him selfish to others, as well you
know, Sidney. He's been the best 'usband to me as ever a poor woman
had, an' I'll say it with my last breath.'

She cried pitifully for a few moments. Sidney, mastering his own
wretchedness, which he could not altogether conceal, made attempts
to strengthen her.

'When things are at the worst they begin to mend,' he said. 'It
can't be much longer before he gets work. And look here, Mrs.
Hewett, I won't hear a word against it; you must and shall let me
lend you something to go on with!'

'I dursn't, I dursn't, Sidney! John won't have it. He's always
a-saying: "Once begin that, an' it's all up; you never earn no more
of your own." It's one of his fancies, an' you know it is. You'll
only make trouble, Sidney.'

'Well, all I can say is, he's an unreasonable and selfish man!'

'No, no; John ain't selfish! Never say that! It's only his fancies,
Sidney.'

'Well, there's one trouble you'd better get rid of, at all events.
Let Clara go to Mrs. Tubbs. You'll never have any peace till she
does, I can see that. Why shouldn't she go, after all? She's
seventeen; if she can't respect herself now, she never will, and
there's no help for it. Tell John to let her go.'

There was bitterness in the tone with which he gave this advice; he
threw out his hands impatiently, and then flung himself back, so
that the cranky chair creaked and tottered.

'An' if 'arm comes to her, what then?' returned Mrs. Hewett
plaintively. 'We know well enough why Mrs. Tubbs wants her; it's
only because she's good-lookin', an' she'll bring more people to the
bar. John knows that, an' it makes him wild. Mind what I'm tellin'
you, Sidney; if any 'arm comes to that girl, her father'll go out of
his 'ead. I know he will! I know he will! He worships the ground as
she walks on, an' if it hadn't been for that, she'd never have given
him the trouble as she is doin'. It 'ud a been better for her if
she'd had a father like mine, as was a hard, careless man. I don't
wish to say no 'arm of him as is dead an' buried, an' my own father
too, but he was a hard father to us, an' as long as he lived we
dursn't say not a word as he didn't like. He'd a killed me if I'd
gone on like Clara. It was a good thing as he was gone, before--'

'Don't, don't speak of that,' interposed Kirkwood, with kindly
firmness. 'That's long since over and done with and forgotten.'

'No, no; not forgotten. Clara knows, an' that's partly why she makes
so little of me; I know it is.'

'I don't believe it! She's a good-hearted girl--'

A heavy footstep on the stairs checked him. The door was thrown
open, and there entered a youth of nineteen, clad as an artisan. He
was a shapely fellow, though not quite so stout as perfect health
would have made him, and had a face of singular attractiveness,
clear-complexioned, delicate featured, a-gleam with intelligence.
The intelligence was perhaps even too pronounced; seen in profile,
the countenance had an excessive eagerness; there was selfish force
about the lips, moreover, which would have been better away. His
noisy entrance indicated an impulsive character, and the nod with
which he greeted Kirkwood was self-sufficient.

'Where's that medal I cast last night, mother?' he asked, searching
in various corners of the room and throwing things about.

'Now, do mind what you're up to, Bob!' remonstrated Mrs. Hewett.
'You'll find it on the mantel in the other room. Don't make such a
noise.'

The young man rushed forth, and in a moment returned. In his hand,
which was very black, and shone as if from the manipulation of
metals, he held a small bright medal. He showed it to Sidney,
saying, 'What d'you think o' that?'

The work was delicate and of clever design; it represented a
racehorse at full speed, a jockey rising in the stirrups and beating
it with orthodox brutality.

'That's "Tally-ho" at the Epsom Spring Meetin',' he said. 'I've got
money on him!'

And, with another indifferent nod, he flung out of the room.

Before Mrs. Hewett and Kirkwood could renew their conversation,
there was another step at the door, and the father of the family
presented himself.

CHAPTER III

A SUPERFLUOUS FAMILY

Kirkwood's face, as he turned to greet the new-comer, changed
suddenly to an expression of surprise.

'Why, what have you been doing to your hair?' he asked abruptly.

A stranger would have seen nothing remarkable in John Hewett's hair,
unless he had reflected that, being so sparse, it had preserved its
dark hue and its gloss somewhat unusually. The short beard and
whiskers were also of richer colour than comported with the rest of
the man's appearance. Judging from his features alone, one would
have taken John for sixty at least; his years were in truth not
quite two-and-fifty. He had the look of one worn out with anxiety
and hardship; the lines engraven upon his face were of extraordinary
depth and frequency; there seemed to be little flesh between the dry
skin and the bones which sharply outlined his visage. The lips were,
like those of his son, prominent and nervous, but none of Bob's
shrewdness was here discoverable; feeling rather than intellect
appeared to be the father's characteristic. His eyes expressed
self-will, perhaps obstinacy, and he had a peculiarly dogged manner
of holding his head. At the present moment he was suffering from
extreme fatigue; he let himself sink upon a chair, threw his hat on
to the floor, and rested a hand on each knee. His boots were thickly
covered with mud; his corduroy trousers were splashed with the same.
Rain had drenched him; it trickled to the floor from all his
garments.

For answer to Sidney's question, he nodded towards his wife, and
said in a thick voice, 'Ask her.'

'He's dyed it,' Mrs. Hewett explained, with no smile. 'He thought
one of the reasons why he couldn't get work was his lookin' too
old.'

'An' so it was,' exclaimed Hewett, with an angry vehemence which at
once declared his position and revealed much of his history. 'So it
was My hair was a bit turned, an' nowadays there's no chance for old
men. Ask any one you like. Why, there's Sam Lang couldn't even get a
job at gardenin' 'cause his hair was a bit turned. It was him as
told me what to do. "Dye your hair, Jack," he says; "it's what I've
had to myself," he says. "They won't have old men nowadays, at no
price." Why, there's Jarvey the painter; you know him, Sidney. His
guvnor sent him on a job to Jones's place, an' they sent him back.
"Why, he's an old man," they says. "What good's a man of that age
for liftin' ladders about?" An' Jarvey's no older than me.'

Sidney knitted his brows. He had heard the complaint from too many
men to be able to dispute its justice.

'When there's twice too many of us for the work that's to be done,'
pursued John, 'what else can you expect? The old uns have to give
way, of course. Let 'em beg; let 'em starve! What use are they?'

Mrs. Hewett had put a kettle on the fire, and began to arrange the
table for a meal.

'Go an' get your wet things off, John,' she said. 'You'll be havin'
your rheumatics again.'

'Never mind me, Maggie. What business have you to be up an' about?
You need a good deal more takin' care of than I do. Here, let Amy
get the tea.'

The three children, Amy, Annie, and Tom, had come forward, as only
children do who are wont to be treated affectionately on their
father's return. John had a kiss and a caress for each of them; then
he stepped to the bed and looked at his latest born. The baby was
moaning feebly; he spoke no word to it, and on turning away glanced
about the room absently. In the meantime his wife had taken some
clothing from a chest of drawers, and at length he was persuaded to
go into the other room and change. When he returned, the meal was
ready. It consisted of a scrap of cold steak, left over from
yesterday, and still upon the original dish amid congealed fat; a
spongy half-quartern loaf, that species of baker's bread of which a
great quantity can be consumed with small effect on the appetite; a
shapeless piece of something purchased under the name of butter,
dabbed into a shallow basin; some pickled cabbage in a tea-cup; and,
lastly, a pot of tea, made by adding a teaspoonful or two to the
saturated leaves which had already served at breakfast and mid-day.
This repast was laid on a very dirty cloth. The cups were unmatched
and chipped, the knives were in all stages of decrepitude; the
teapot was of dirty tin, with a damaged spout.

Sidney began to affect cheerfulness. He took little Annie on one of
his knees, and Tom on the other. The mature Amy presided. Hewett ate
the morsel of meat, evidently without thinking about it; he crumbled
a piece of bread, and munched mouthfuls in silence. Of the vapid
liquor called tea he drank cup after cup.

'What's the time?' he asked at length. 'Where's Clara?'

'I daresay she's doin' overtime,' replied his wife. 'She won't be
much longer.'

The man was incapable of remaining in one spot for more than a few
minutes. Now he went to look at the baby; now he stirred the fire;
now he walked across the room aimlessly. He was the embodiment of
worry. As soon as the meal was over, Amy, Annie, and Tom were sent
off to bed. They occupied the second room, together with Clara; Bob
shared the bed of a fellow-workman upstairs. This was great
extravagance, obviously; other people would have made two rooms
sufficient for all, and many such families would have put up with
one. But Hewett had his ideas of decency, and stuck to them with
characteristic wilfulness.

'Where do you think I've been this afternoon?' John began, when the
three little ones were gone, and Mrs. Hewett had been persuaded to
lie down upon the bed. 'Walked to Enfleld an' back. I was told of a
job out there; but it's no good; they're full up. They say exercise
is good for the 'ealth. I shall be a 'ealthy man before long, it
seems to me. What do _you_ think?'

'Have you been to see Corder again?' asked Sidney, after reflecting
anxiously.

'No, I haven't!' was the angry reply; 'an' what's more, I ain't
goin' to! He's one o' them men I can't get on with. As long as you
make yourself small before him, an' say "sir" to him with every
other word, an' keep tellin' him as he's your Providence on earth,
an' as you don't know how ever you'd get on without him--well,
it's all square, an' he'll keep you on the job. That's just what I
_can't_ do--never could, an' never shall. I should have to hear
them children cryin' for food before I could do it. So don't speak
to me about Corder again. It makes me wild!'

Sidney tapped the floor with his foot. Himself a single man, without
responsibilities, always in fairly good work, he could not
invariably sympathise with Hewett's sore and impracticable pride.
His own temper did not err in the direction of meekness, but as he
looked round the room he felt that a home such as this would drive
him to any degree of humiliation. John knew what the young man's
thoughts were; he resumed in a voice of exasperated bitterness.

'No, I haven't been to Corder--I beg his pardon; _Mister_
Corder--James Corder, Esquire. But where do you think I went this
mornin'? Mrs. Peckover brought up a paper an' showed me an
advertisement. Gorbutt in Goswell Bead wanted a man to clean windows
an' sweep up, an' so on;--offered fifteen bob a week. Well, I
went. Didn't I, mother? Didn't I go after that job? I got there at
half-past eight; an' what do you think I found? If there was one man
standin' at Gorbutt's door, _there was five hundred_! Don't you
believe me? You go an' ask them as lives about there. If there was
one, there was five hundred! Why, the p'lice had to come an' keep
the road clear. Fifteen bob What was the use o' me standin' there,
outside the crowd? What was the use, I say? Such a lot o' poor
starvin' devils you never saw brought together in all your life.
There they was, lookin' ready to fight with one another for the
fifteen bob a week. Didn't I come back and tell you about it,
mother? An' if they'd all felt like me, they'd a turned against the
shop an' smashed it up--ay, an' every other shop in the street!
What use? Why, no use; but I tell you that's how I felt. If any man
had said as much as a rough word to me, I'd a gone at him like a
bulldog. I felt like a beast. I wanted to fight, I tell you--to
fight till the life was kicked an' throttled out of me!'

'John, don't, don't go on in that way,' cried his wife, sobbing
miserably. 'Don't let him go on like that, Sidney.'

Hewett jumped up and walked about.

'What's the time?' he asked the next moment. And when Sidney told
him that it was half-past nine, he exclaimed, 'Then why hasn't Clara
come 'ome? What's gone with her?'

'Perhaps she's at Mrs. Tubbs's,' replied his wife, in a low voice,
looking at Kirkwood.

'An' what call has she to be there? Who gave her leave to go there?'

There was another exchange of looks between Sidney and Mrs. Hewett;
then the latter with hesitation and timidity told of Mrs. Tubbs's
visit to her that evening, and of the proposals the woman had made.

'I won't hear of it:' cried John. 'I won't have my girl go for a
barmaid, so there's an end of it. I tell you she shan't go!'

'I can understand you, Mr. Hewett,' said Sidney, in a tone of
argument softened by deference; 'but don't you think you'd better
make a few inquiries, at all events? You see, it isn't exactly a
barmaid's place. I mean to say, Mrs. Tubbs doesn't keep a
public-house where people stand about drinking all day. It is only a
luncheon-bar, and respectable enough.'

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